As Dull As It Is

Most night, having dinner in front of le lappy,
Watching my favourite variety show for over and over again,
Laughing for the same thing for over and over again,
Like hearing those joke for the first time,
Tune up the volume so that I can;t hear my heart is crying
For the dull life I live.

Why?
Why did I have to live like this?
Me,  myself keep wondering about that.
Maybe I expect to much from the title 'friend(s)'
Am I wrong to expect that much after all the things I've done to value the friendship?

And apparently, the higher your expectation, the bigger the disappointment you'll get.

And that is all I got nowadays. Disappointment.
And that what's make me choose to live like this.






Live a life as dull as it is.