October 11, 2014

Coundown #1: The Regrets

In any period of our life, there must be something that we regret.
More than 5 years in IPGKPP, I am left with another a month and half to go.
And lately I been feeling regret.
I am not regret about things that I've done.
But things which I have not done.

Lately, I've been going to gym,
Playing sports especially futsal.
And I felt that it was a loss for me.
The fact that I feeling good with myself,
The warmth from others.
The diversion from works that I need.
Turns into regret when I realize that I miss it for the last 5 years.
And  now time is ticking.
And as Imam Al-Ghazali was saying.

"The farthest is your past time"
Wish there was time machine to tell this to my past self.