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WORLD IS ROSES

tonight is a good night

hangout with friends

dinner together

took some pic

make some jokes

it is a good nite

but like rose

as it has lovely red petals

it also has the torn

something that not mine yet

looks like someone start to have it

i hate it when this happen
but today
i spend my time at qb
alone
it does feel really different
i spend my time there bout 4 hours alone
then i met zuhdi and che din
i hang with them for a while
i met my x unexpectedly
she say hi and talk for a while
then we split
i split with the boys too
it does feel different
but then i meet girls
hang with them for a while
but still
something that not mine yet

still looks like the way before
i hate it
then we went back
it was happy,enjoy,weird,and,,,,,

Question: anyone know anything the words in italic?