iT's gEtTiNg cOmpLicATed~

dont know why

day by day

this is getting complicated

hard for me to bear with it

I really want from you is to feel me

As the feeling inside keeps building

How long

can I go on like this

I could be risking it all

maybe there's a lot that I miss

i saw dont know 

what's going on

you and the past

why dont you just tell me

so i dont die of unknown

as the curious keep hunger

♬ ♪ ♪
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"Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me"

~If It Kills Me-Jason Mraz~

a DaY gOe$ bY

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Seronoknya hari ni!!!

pagi kuar baru balik

1st of all.....

trime kasih banyak2 kat Pn.Faizah

coz blanja makan KFC

seronok~~

walaupun mkan x banyak,

tp kepuasan kwan2 n lecturer

adalah kepuasan bersama...

Pastu plan nak nengok Iron Man 2

tp dah x da rezeki,,,

tengok Belukar yang dibintangi Bront Palare

bersama-sama Thetrios'

syok kowt movie tu,,,

tema= cinta+komedi+aksi

and tema dier lak memang terase 

coz penggunaan lagu yg memg best

jarang ada filem macam ni kat malaysia

syok+hepi+adei~

pastu g tesco xtra

before go 2 pasar malam to buy some dinner

then balik IPG yg tercinta

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lepas mkan kat bilik

ada org tnye

soklan yg agak sensitif

"mengapa mereka?"

that really does change my mood for tonite

kenape?

sikap aq ada macam memulaukan kan korang ke?

kalo ada ckap depan2

x yah nak dok ngumpat blakang2 k?

so what?

"orang yang sentiasa ada di tepi lautan akan merasa bayunya;

orang yang menjaga tanaman akan merasa manis hasilnya;

tapi anda bukan golongan seperti itu"

itu jawapan yg diebrikan olehku

tp bukan ckap macam tu la

haha~

but the point is

if we are close to some

does that mean we forget some behind?

if you answer yes,

thats not me you refers to
 right?

i'm sorry if thats what you feel bout

tapi anda akan tahu bagaimana rasenye

bile sampai gilran anda pula dalam situasi sekarang

anyways

Belukar is not dissapointing me

as it is a great movie worth to be watch

plus the soundtrack somehow 

accurately add the mood to the theme

and some how i touched by it

ngee~~~

tonton yok!

A tHiNG t0 bE tHinK 0fF

tadi study di library

study kimia

sampai la sorang mamat ni datang

sembang-sembang sambil

buka buku

dan tengah sembang-sembang

die mengatakan sesuatu 

yang membuatkan aku terfikir 

sampai sekarang

"C: die kelas ko ke?

I: haah kelas aq, nape?

C: x da la, pelik skit...

I: pelik apenyer, bese jer,

C:x da la, kitorang satu kelas mcm dah family

   so, plik skit la, x tau la plak kelas ko mcm ne...

I: hm... ntah la...(terdiam aq memikirkan ayat itu)"

                   

 agak mengejutkan

slahkah kalo satu kelas?

mengapa org memikirkan sebegitu?

satu kelas pon nak kecoh kah?

kdang2 family pon bleh jadi kes mcm tu kan?

hadoi~~

pening memikirkannya~

"SW.....WC?"

~Miss SN~

moVinG oN~

just arrive home

miss that place already

i was thinking

why

sometimes

running away from me

but sometimes

you are walking into my...

its like you are 

two different person

why dont you be the one?

~hadoi~

eMpTy $oUl

hadoi~

banyak mende nak ckap 

tp x tau

nak start dari mane~

juz this week is full of 

doubt and trust

alliance and opponentS

truth and secrets

player and lover

man and women

to quit and not to quit

fate and luck

classmate and conflict

advice and support

friend and classmate

winnings and losses

*sigh~~

hadoi~

exam dah dekat

tp makin dekat

makin banyak yang berlaku

makin banyak yang diketahui

makin banyak cabaran

makin banyak berfikir

juz hope it changes  

eMpTy $oUL

 "hear 2 dis:

this 4-letter-words is killing me!!!
If We Ever Meet Again

I'll Never Be The Same"