moVinG oN~

just arrive home

miss that place already

i was thinking

why

sometimes

running away from me

but sometimes

you are walking into my...

its like you are 

two different person

why dont you be the one?

~hadoi~

eMpTy $oUl

hadoi~

banyak mende nak ckap 

tp x tau

nak start dari mane~

juz this week is full of 

doubt and trust

alliance and opponentS

truth and secrets

player and lover

man and women

to quit and not to quit

fate and luck

classmate and conflict

advice and support

friend and classmate

winnings and losses

*sigh~~

hadoi~

exam dah dekat

tp makin dekat

makin banyak yang berlaku

makin banyak yang diketahui

makin banyak cabaran

makin banyak berfikir

juz hope it changes  

eMpTy $oUL

 "hear 2 dis:

this 4-letter-words is killing me!!!
If We Ever Meet Again

I'll Never Be The Same"

dUniA iNi mAinAN

baru semalam rasanya dunia ini cerah

walau di pagi hari (>12.00midnight)

namun hari ini 

dunia telah tunjukkan 

apa yang ku lihat

bagaimana reaksinya

kata-kata rakannya

sudah membawa 1001 kata

cuma memerlukan  1 kepastian

dari empunya

hendak bertanya tapi berat mulut

malu bertanya sesat jalan

tapi

kerana mulut badan boleh binasa

aku hanya boleh diam

menyimpan pertanyaan ini

akan aku cuba lepaskannya malam ni

aku hanya boleh berharap yang ia hanya mimpi

kerana kebenaran sentiasa lebih pahit 

untuk ditelan bersama realiti

"dunia ini sentiasa pahit kerana ia dipenuhi kebenaran mengenai ilusi"

~MNI~

~miXed me$$~

~miXed me$$~

what a week

its all mess up

been adviced in many things

from everyone

especially my mother

and some of friends

and one lecturer

plus the reaction

the face

the writting

cause me to think a lot

some of them are true

some of them not

maybe i should back off a little

i might spoiled it

but i might flavored it

at least i try

i dont know

its all mess up

today

kinda sad

gloomy

thoughtfull

crazy perhaps

donno why

its all mix up in me

had one chance yesterday

i let it walk away

its all mixed up
creating
the crystal liquid
fall down through my cheeks

~~~~~~~~~~

~wHaT a w0Rld~

~wHaT a w0Rld~

 

 what a day

my so-called friend post 

something on me again

i really want to reply it

but told not to do so

just before get to solat jumaat

got a call

it my mom

why at time like this?

the call ended

OMG!!!!!

how the hell she know bout it

then his name came across my mind

my only devil-minded cousin!!

only he read my blog~

OMG~~ 

my mom gonna come here tomorrow

what gonna happen~ 

owh yeah~~

*ckap gaya The Rock~